Today 11 of December my bird, Pretty Boy passed away in my hands.


I hate myself because it was my fault.
I sprayed him too much then I put the fan on him.
I feel so dumb I can't even see the keyboard because my eyes are so blurry, he was barley 5 years old and its my fault he didn't live longer.
He was blue and white he looked like he had a bald spot on the back of his head because it was all white, he would sing and dance and whatch my family eat.
I think that my other two birds know something has happened.

I swear that everything has to be wrong or happen to me or to those around me.
I have to act joyous tomorrow because I have to dress up as MRS Clause, This is going to be fun fun fun.




On somewhat of a lighter note I have finished Middle schooling, and am a Senior as of 28 of January.

I had a job interview on thursday, me and the manager spoke for 40-45 mintues and she said she would be in touch only this morning I got an e-mail....

I didn't get the job.

What the hell, I need money I get it and it disappears I was hoping I would get this job to help my spending addiction but I didn't get it...

I swear everything goes wrong with me.

I had a halloween party last night we went to Mc Donald's then we went Trick or Treating I turned my back for two seconds when I turned back there were only 2 out of the 6 girls with me.


Oh, well happier note KLAVIER GAVIN IS FREAKING AWESOME.

Miles Edgeworth Ace Attorney Investigations comes out in febuary (WTF why not at Christmas more money....)

Ratchet and Clank Crack in Time is soo cool watching some chick play on Youtube.

(I want to stab Apollo justice )

Ok, on DA the tonight and a scan of my computer finished declaring that I had a virus on my computer, wondering what this scan was I looked...

I had a freaking trojan horse.
For those who don't know what they are a Trojan horse is a term used to describe malware that appears, to the user, to perform a desirable function but, in fact, facilitates unauthorized access to the user's computer system. It watches the screen and keyboard links.

This (for better words) Person was soo bored because I don't do internet banking they hacked my Facebook. WTF dude I have hotmail and bebo iTunes hack them.



I have a job interview tomorrow afternoon, lets pray I get it!!

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Lost Sanity
If found plz return to
Lauren~
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Hello everyone,

Who wants to help out a paranoid person?? (AKA Me)

I have had the feeling that people have been watching me where ever I go
expecially when I sleep I get this feeling its concerning me, I feel that
people are judging me consistantly and its scaring me.

Wondering if I should see school Guidence Officer.

If anyone has ideas on how to help me plz do.

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On a more happy note joined some random groups:

I trust Snape
I <3 Snape
Miles Edgeworth X Phoenix Wright
I <3 Miles Edgeworth

Its 10:15pm and i can't sleep because mentally,people are watching me and creeping me out,
my mum just went to hospital cos of a toothache. *Sigh*

Life is grand...



From LozengerLauren (RatchetRoxSox)

On my Journal
1. Me being away
2. Stuff I need to do
3. My weird dreams
4. Ratchet and Clank
5. Twitter
6. Youtube


Yes I am still here but only watching...

1.My comp has been down for about a month and a half due to my father I only relised the other day he pulled out a plug that was easily fixed.

2.We'll I know I have a lot to do and I will catch up these holidays.

* Pic of me and lumbnut
* Katie...
* Cipher...

3.Yes I am having seriously weird dreams and I can't deal with it, They are odd and out of place to me. Anyone please feel free to argue with me I feel like debating...

4.New Ratchet and Clank game, Holy Crap are my only words here the trailer only says one thing to me wait 2 things to me:
1. Time Travel
2. Who the hell is the lombax??

5.Well I joined Twitter yesterday Arvo, Very addictive I don't want to stop checking it...

6.Youtube has been giving me issues and deleted two of my videos and gave one back...It was the music company GMH orsomething like that and yes that went down well with me.

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